Just ROCK ON,,,& Move on...

Hey,So technically, it hasn't been a while, but it has been a while.

I've really been busy lately, it's nice though, to feel like you're doing something good, right?It has to do with my trip to Goa next month.Getting ready perhaps.

Anyways, today was a patchy day and happened to witness another solar eclipse not fully though. As usual returned home late night from office. Watching another rocking movie ROCK ON and as I write right now, the song I hear is " Tum Hoh toh gaata hai Dil...Tum nahi " another lovely song. I like music with something behind the words, I feel as though if I can connect with a song and the missing someone - who has nothing to do with it now, then it for me is a great song.

Sometimes music can be so soothing and gives the feeling that you are connected with people who are there and yet missing...and Life moves on....and on..like the ship in the endless ocean...

Antaheen (Endless)

Hey guys, returned home late night.Thought of watching a movie and happened to see a good bangla movie "Antaheen" . Well, this movie is based on relationships. The story was good and the direction of Mr.Choudhury was superb. One would like to watch more movies from him. Even after the movie was over, I was thinking about the story until I was asleep. As usual Rahul (Bose) was simple yet superb with Radhika Apte .

By the way...here is the link which would give some insight of the movie, though I would recommend watching rather reading. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antaheen

Phir Milenge..

This is a letter wriiten by a father to his son, when the father was alive. The envelope of the letter read - "Son..Open when you start missing me....


Son you may not see me,

I've vanished into dust,
I can't be with you now,
So live for both of us.

Part of me will carry on,
Because God gave me you,
So live life to it's fullest,
Your heart now beats for two.

I may not be made of flesh,
That's all past for me,
Oh if you could see this place,
It's were I want to be.

I've lived my life, had happy times,I hold them very close,
But my memories of you and I,I'll cherish them the most.
I know we will meet again,And I know you know it too,

Live on until that happy day,
I'll be waiting here for you

Every Second

I'm the one who wants to be with you,
every second,
every moment,
everytime when a tear touches your cheeks.

I'm the only one who needs your smile,
every second,
every moment,
everytime when Time crosses another mile.

I'm the only one who can make miracles,
every second,
every moment,
everytime but only with you we'll overcome the obstacles.

Words can't handle the power I want to give to these lines,
therefore they seem ordinary,
but I know you understand what you mean for me.


I love you,
everytime, every second, every moment...
because of You.

Being Accepted

I would like to be accepted for who I am. Who doesn't crave that feeling. But I don't see it happening. Not with a lot of people. And maybe I don't need many people. I think the hardest one it is to except me is myself. Cause my real friends will and the others should not matter. I have pretty much gotten used to not being accepted by many people.

Life Is All Me....

All my actions, all my choices, all my hard work, all my efforts, all my responsibilities, everything in my life I must learn, earn, make mistakes, and create action for a good life. A good life is not a guarantee; however, a bad life is a guarantee when I do nothing. They say life somehow find ways to work itself out for the good. That's true if you do something to make your life work out for you positively and you actually do it.

What’s wrong???

Since past few days I’ve been observing something strange & unexpected going on in my life. I don’t know why but usually these days I’m getting unexpected responses(Or you can say no responses at all) from people around me. I have a good habit to take some time & pass on my good wishes on any special occasion to the concerned person, so doesn’t matter how small the occasion is. I always remember those dates & make sure to wish them. The only logic behind this behavior is that, I know it always feels nice when your cellphone beeps specially on your birthday or so on… I do it with literally no expectations, as I have been doing this since long back & obviously what can I expect from a old friend whom I’ve not seen say almost more than a decade.
But since past few months I observed that I was not getting any response from the person I just wished. Everytime I assumed that very obviously he must be busy on such a special occasion but man come on tell me do you celebrate your birthday for 15 days?? Huh!!!
K lem me tell you one incident happened recently. Few days back,one of my engineering mate messaged me on the ORKUT after long long time. He is out of the country say for 1 year. I happily responded him & asked me how was going… as expected there were few messages exchanged. After say 1 month, I wished him on his birthday through ORKUT only. But till this time, I have not received any response from him. Anyways I assume he might have missed my message amongst all other birthday wishes.
Ok other incident, I wished my cousin on her birthday with an early morning SMS… No Response. So I called her after say 2 hours, I found nobody was answering the call. Ok so I got the answer that she forgot her cellphone But anyways I’m very sure about her that she will not overlook me, so I’m happy

So in all these happenings I’m not disappointed but definitely I’m concerned as I’m asking myself “What’s wrong on my behalf? What’s making people around me behaving like this?” Probably, 2 possibilities :
1. They don’t feel like responding as they feel its just a formality
2. They might be considering that I’m so understanding that even if they don’t reply, I will assume that they are busy

Anwyays whatever it may be, I’ve decided to keep a close tap on my behavior to check out if I’m behaving oddly That’s the best thing I can do…
Regards,

I'm tired of being alone...

I'm tired of being single. I'm tired of not having that special person to turn to when I need someone. Yeah I have friends and family and they have been there for me so much in the past year. I really couldn't ask for better friends and family. However, I just want that one person who will just listen to me. I just want one person that would be mine and I'll be theirs. I'm not desperate but it would be really nice to have someone to be with during the weekends. All my friends are in committed relationships and spend their weekend nights with their partner. A lot of them are about to get married or move in together. I'm happy for them but I would like the same. Who should I write a love song for? Sometimes I feel like I missed the train and still that haunts me..

My first Blog post..

So. In the blogosphere. Finally....Was wondering what my first post should be like...I feel like thanking the technology and all people who made it possible and easy to communicate, express,share and be in touch with friends and the outer world.